PT today - ow

I went for my first physical therapy session today.

The therapist, lets call her Olga, seems to have been in an unusually enthusiastic mood today. 

With a smile on her face and an over abundance of zeal, Olga proceeded to turn me into my lower back and legs into pretzels.

Olga flipped into high speed on the calves while be-bopping to the piped techno/dance music.

 Thankfully someone changed the radio station to something more reasonable. :)

People. Katie Perry does not equal quality music. Just say no.:)

The strength exercises were a piece of cake but the stretches were something else entirely.

I had no idea that much movement range had been lost from essentially being under house arrest so long!

For anyone stuck in the hospital and then home for an extended period of time, stretching is clearly a must so get to it. It will help speed recovery and reduce joint pain.

Having this done is a good thing and I'll be doing the practice exercises religiously to get back to range.

GVHD appears to be coming back

Over the last few days, I have been experiencing some GVHD symptoms all over.

My tongue and throat have been raw.

The eyes have been itchy and swollen. They get better over the course of the day but I have been waking up to find them crusted shut.

Now I'm developing irritated skin across the back.

None of this is worth calling the on call doctor for but we will be having a call tomorrow.

Physical Therapy and a few odd bits

Finally heard back from my physical therapy place this morning.  They were able to get authorization from my insurance company so we start later this week. I don't understand why it took so long to turn this around but I guess progress is progress.

On a more immediate note, a new behavior has reared its head over the last few days. I am not sure if this GVHD related or not but I have been waking up with my eyes encrusted. It is almost reminiscent of what you get with pink eye but I don't have that. The eyes are dry but clear.  I sent a message to my nurse practitioner on it so we will see what we see.

I also asked about whether I can stop taking the neurontin. I started it to help with the pain but I am no longer sure it did me any good. The only thing that has kill the pain is the prednisone. Here is to hoping the nurse practitioner or my doctor say yes on stopping. It would mean six less pills for the day which is nothing to sneeze at.

Another stroll with the youngins - dare I say it

Ben, Nyx, and I all went for a walk to the park. I was hoping Ben would have some friends to play with but no such luck on Memorial Day. That's okay. We took a long walk around the school playing field then a trip to the pond. The walk was not as ambitious as yesterdays but Nyx loved romping around in the grass. It was a beautiful out and the breezes were great. What was even better was I had a second day of no pain. I could feel a slight bit of twinging in the hips at the very end but nothing significant and certainly not the debilitating "please shoot me now" pain it used to be. I cant do a brisk dragging a 4yr old and a dachshund around but it was enough for now. The exercise is much needed from being cooped up so long.

A little exercise with my younger folk - no pain!!

Took my son and Nyx to the park which then evolved into a walk around the pond.

The exercise was good for all involved but it may have been a little too much for Nyx. He petered out and wouldn't walk anymore towards the end so I had to carry him for the last 1/3 of the walk. I think that made my son a little jealous.

I was really happy the walk didn't hurt the hips like the last few times. I guess we are making progress there. Now I need to cool off and let the skin relax because I think we are a tad cooked.

It was really good to get out for a little fresh air. Hope to do it again but preferably when it is a little less hot.

RI ANG Air Show

Didn't realize the RI ANG Air Show was coming up so quickly. June 16th weekend. Woo hooo!! Si what if I have to cover up head to toe in clothes and a sunblock. It will be worth it.

A day at the Lance Armstrong Adult Survivorship

Today started with our first appointment at 8am with a psychologist to go over how we are coping with the illness and recovery. According to the psychologist, they deem us well adjusted and doing well considering all the challenges that have come our way. Clearly they don't know me very well. My name and "well adjusted" don't exactly come up often in the same sentence.

We then went to see dermatologist to discuss long term skin care, We discussed some of the tightening and pain issues but feel the prednisone is the right treatment for now. Moisturizer, hydrocortizone, and sun block are now a must. Not sun screen. A block. Between the normal skin issues associated with BMT and my being on prednisone make my skin extremely vulnerable.

We visited a dentist to evaluate any GVHD issues. Turns out I have a slight case of GVHD at the low cheek line but nothing that I had outright noticed. Since I am on other treatments and it is not irritating, we are sitting tight for now but will keep watch.

The optometrist visit was also pretty vanilla. We know we have GVHD in the eyes and the eyes are dry which is typical for a post BMT patient. The magic prednisone should help with it but we need to be careful for long term use can contribute to cataracts. We should get a local optometrist to get a check up when I have time to do an eye dilation. Today was a whirlwind day so there was no time for anything more than a cursory exam.

Lastly, I had my first physical therapy visit today. My rhuematologist had set me up with this to help my hip and knee pain. He felt that my glutes were probably weak which was causing the pain. The PT specialist evaluated me and said that I was plenty strong. The muscle groups are very tight which may be contributing to the issue and they will work that to see if it helps.

Today's update from the doctors

It was a loooong data at Dana Farber, Brigham and Women's, and associated satellite facility. We had a blood draw, EKG, visit with the doctor, pulmonary test, bone density test, and an echo-cardiogram to finish up the day.

The blood draw was a little more than average at 11 vials. Certainly not my personal best but a good amount for a monthly exam. What was annoying was that they were VERY late. This delay compounded with  delay creep in other appointments caused a lot of running around and being over an hour late in some cases.

Anyone who knows me how severely anal I am about being on time so this really ticked me off as the day progressed.

Anyway. The visit with the doctor, really NP, was a bit more eventful. When we first got into the room, we were given a list of medications and allergies but only the allergies were listed. This made me all kinds of excited with the idea that I was getting pulled off the medications. Clearly I assumed wrong because the NP set me straight right off. Someone merely f'ed up. We then went on to discuss my pain. Eureka. We finally have an idea why. Turns out my arm and hand skin are getting EXTREMELY tight which is causing compression on the blood vessels, veins, muscles, etc due to GVHD. This causes fluid to flow and get trapped in the hands which causes the swelling and restriction in the above things. This explains why the pain can never be pinpointed to any one area and why cold/hot treatments fail. This is also why there is no evidence on the x-rays of arthritis. We have also decided that I now have an excellent case of GVHD in my eyes with my right eye being the worst. It has been decided that the steroid prednisone is the way to go. This will hopefully help with both problems. Taking the steroid has some serious side effects which I wont go into. All I can say is I hope not to be on it very long.

Last few days have been a treat

I thought the neurontin was helping with my joint pain but clearly that was wrong. The last few days have been pure agony from the hands up to the shoulders. On the usual 1-10 pain scale, they have been floating at around an 8. I am thinking it may have to do with the weather but who knows. I have been using heat but that hasn't helped. I have my monthly at Dana Farber on Tuesday. This will definitely be discussed further.

Lance Armstrong Adult Survivorship Program

According to Dana Farber Cancer Institute, I am supposed to go to the Lance Armstrong Adult Survivorship Program on Friday May 25th  to address long term complications of the bone marrow transplant.

I have my normal Dana Farber visit on the 22nd but this will be expanded upon to include bone density, pulmonary, echocardiogram, EKG, and a larger array of blood tests.

This is actually pretty good news.

I am one step closer to returning to my normal life.

On display - one show only

I took my daughter to Assabet Technical and Vocational school tonight for orientation. The staff was great and they were very high energy. They even did a cooking demonstration in the auditorium while the orientation was presented. Many of the kids were allowed to help with the cooking which was very nice. Lots of information was available both on the schooling and they many sports/clubs Lauren may be interested in. This sounds liike a great opportunity for her. Going out in a mask and gloves was worth the look of excitement on her face.

Visited rheumatologist - working my ass off

Okay.. I couldn't resist the post title.

End result of today's visit with the rheumatologist is that x-ray results of the knees and hips show no issues. Additionally, supporting blood work does not show any other ear marks that the joint pain is being caused by an immune system reaction. The doctor surmises that my being relatively inactive since the BMT has caused my gluteous maximus, gluteous minimus, and supporting connection tissue has gotten weak. Lovely. I have been prescribed physical therapy to literally strengthen my ass. If you know me and my twisted sense of humor, you can just imagine the struggle I endured during the office visit.

Todays visit at Dana Farber had a surprise

Today was my monthly visit at Dana Farber for levels checks and so forth. All the counts continue to be strong.

WBC: 8.4
RBC: 4.23
Hematocrit 41.8
Platelet: 192

EO counts are still high which could indicate I am bound for a chronic GVHD hit but I am hopeful.

What was really cool was I got my first series of immunizations today.

These were the Haemophilus Influenzae Type B (HIB), Pneumococcal Conjugate, and the Diptheria Tetnus and Pertussis.

Side effects from these should be minimal because my immune system is still impaired.

Another set of immunizations will be done at the 1 yr mark and then again at the 15 month mark.

As time goes on and the immune system builds, my reactions to the vaccinations will become more pronounced.

Something to look forward to I guess.

On the upside, this is a nice indication that things are beginning their return to normal.

Today's visit at the Brigham

My local oncologist really fast tracked things for me to see a rhuematologist.  I spent all morning at Brigham and Women's to see a specialist there. Lots of contortion prove what we know. I have pain and movement of the left leg is limited in certain ranges. More blood was taken, eight vials I think, and they sent me to radiology for some some films of the knees/hips. Hopefully this will shed some light on what is going on. On the upside, the neurontin has really helped with the hand pain so I have been off the oxycodone for over a week My head no longer feels like packed cotton but I want to sleep a lot. This will decrease the more I get used to the stuff.

Visit with the local oncologist or "I gotta new drug"

I saw the local oncologist today as a post hospital stay follow-up. He recommends I go see a rheumatologist at the Brigham instead of messing around with the UMass system. The doctors there are used to dealing with cancer patients and know to fast-track certain things as needed. He also is starting me on a new medication called Neurontin. It is used for a lot of things but essentially it changes how the body handles pain. It isn't a cure but it will help while we wait for the rheumatologist to make a more detailed evaluation on the root cause.

Hospital visit - outta here!

The doctors came by this morning and said things look good so I can go home. I am very happy about that. They take really good care of you here at Dana Farber but I miss the family and my own bed.

We had a little bit of drama with the IV line they originally put in,. The line got occluded and my skin was reacting badly to the bandage glues. Different bandage types and tapes were tried but nothing really helped.

I am really glad my stay is short otherwise it could have been worse.

Skin issues are not uncommon after a BMT and I have been lucky.

Back in the hospital - a whole lotta nothing

My stay here at Dana Farber has largely been uneventful which is good. The temperatures I experienced Sunday night have not come back and blood cultures continue to be negative. If things continue like this, I expect to be released sometime tomorrow afternoon. I had hoped they might be able to squeeze in having a rhuematologist look at me since I am have such a long wait with my local one but that does not appear to be in the cards. Not a big deal. I will still want to see my local oncologist when I get out of here so we can get up-to-date on progress.

In any case, things are good and I am itching to get back home to my own bed and knee deep in the chaos. Now it is just a matter of waiting.

Back in the hospital

Sunday evening,  I got very cold to the point of shivering and clacking teeth. I tried a hot shower to boost my core temp but that didnt work. Shortly after that, extreme nausea set in. Not to be gross but I threw up which seems to have helped clear the nausea but my temperature spiked at 103.4. We called my doctor at Dana Farber and he had us go to our local hospital for cultures and an x-ray. They didn't do much more than give me tylenol and send me home. I spoke to my doctor at Dana Farber this morning and she said to get admitted..  Now.  Considering my condition, she feels this can go from bad to worse in a heart beat so it is best to come in to be checked out.. I will be having another x-ray and set of cultures done. They will also be putting me on an antibiotic mix to head-off anything. The plan is I will be staying overnight. Glad I thought ahead to bring spare clothes and stuff. Right now I am in a "flow" room. Shortly I am to be moved to the same tower I was in when I had the chemo and stem cell transplant. Yee haw.

Latest from Dana Farber visit - potential liver issues

Blood level counts continue to do well with a little fluctuation here and there. Platelets have gone down a little but it is not a huge concern.


White blood cell count -7.5    (normal is 3.8 to 9.2)
Red blood cell count - 4.27 ( normal is 4.2 - 4.6)
Platelet count -146 (normal is 155 to 410)


What are of concern are my high easinophil and easinophil ABS counts.


Their presence is not normal because they do not develop unless the body is fighting something like tissue inflammation or allergic reactions


This may caused by the GVHD hitting my nails or it could be something more.

Liver functions are off but could be related to the easinophil counts. 

Additional blood tests were in order.

I also called my primary care to see if we can get the rhuematology results turned around.

What they have to say will help determine if the joint pain is arthritic or GVHD.

 Counts are high enough that I can try ibuprofen to reduce swelling but i can only do it once in awhile and at low doses.

Any more and it will mess with my counts too much.

Oh how the mighty have fallen - nail polish

Due to the thinness and weakness of my nails, it is now necessary to put on a nail hardener.

It is more accurate to say my wife put it on me since I have absolutely zero experience doing this.

After managing to chip and split nails putting on a sock, the message was received.